Okaay, this is going to be a proper post instead of small amount of words I write down when I am lying in bed thinking of times in my past where I should of done something, could of done something or didn’t do somethingg.
Today I went to RBH for work experience in the Emergency Imaging Ward. It was pretty boring all I did was sit there mostly besides when I went on tea and lunch with Vika. Oh and I went to ICU for a mobile xray, OKAYYY I THINK TALKING LIKE THIS IS GAY; WHO GIVES A FUCK ABOUT MY DAY? Sabinaaa is cool ! XD
What the fuck has happened to you? You used to be my bestfriend! and now it’s like I don’t even matter. I have been excluded from your new life and resort to reading your blog everyday just to feel included again; Just hoping one day you might say something about how much you miss me, or that I matter to you. But for every day I wait I lose hope in us, I lose hope in you. When I do read your blog I acknowledge all your special abbreviations for your ‘close’ friends, ones that matter to you; like I DID. <<Past tenseee:)) I dont know what to do, I want to keep loving you but am finding it harder than every. Maybe forever was unrealistic. I’m sorry.
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